Not really, I just didn't know what else to put in for the title. Another week has gone by, and I find myself, once again, with nothing to show for it. It feels like all the life has been sucked out of, well, life. Universtiy has become strenuous to the point where I don't even want to go back in January, but I really don't have much of a choice. Maybe the absence of science courses will make things go a little more smoothly. I was put on a waiting list for a mandatory english course becasue somebody obviously couldn't be bothered to make sure that every student was able to get the courses they NEED for a silly little thing like graduation. Now the most I can do is hope that four people change their minds about taking it before January. The workload is staggering, to say the least, and the classes are such a combination of dull, frustrating, and repetitive that I can't bring myself to go half the time. I've wanted to be here for as long as I can remember, and I never thought I'd end up regretting it like this. Clinical psychology is my dream job, it has been for a while, it's not like I'll ever stop being interested in it, but the road there is killing me already. What's worse is that on any spare time I have, I find myself to depressed to actually get up and do something; I spend most of my time lying around. As a result, my page hasn't seen a real update in ages. The fear of falling out of practice in photography just goes to depress me further. And I can barely work becasue of my class scedule, so I'm almost always broke. Even booze has betrayed me. I got so violently ill from drinking last night that I never want to see a bottle of vodka again. Ever. This shit isn't fair.

Does anyone have any advice to help get me back on the right track? Becasue right now, I just feel like dropping everything and staying in bed.